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By Monica

well these are pretty much just Courtney

when i was still sorta like c- going out with this hole-hating asshole [dont ask] i had this dream like over and over again he lived in kentucky which, to me = desert so Courtney is like looking for him and then she comes across this white house she knocks on the door and asks if the guy is beep beep and he says yeah she hits him in the face with a frying pan


and then, the night of 4th november... and again a plane [ive been having lots of plane dreams lately]. me, Courtney and Eric were on an island yeah we went there by plane. then somehow the plane breaks Courtney's all puzzled how will we get white chocolate now? well we go get some from another island... how, i have no idea, hey the plane had crashed. and then i start eating it. we were in this palm leaf hut or something... i give Courtney a piece - and then she says I should give Eric some too. but I can't because the chocolate is in four pieces. way too hard for me. then I realize it's really not... and give him one third.

there's definitely a Enid Blyton effect here...and Tale Spin. and the white chocolate I ate that day...


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By Amithyst07@aol.com

I had a dream one night after i fell asleep from drinking too much that i got sent to rehab and Courtney was one of my roomates. I only got along with her because the other girls were dumb and dirty whores. So anyway, we started a riot in the middle of the night and ranaway to her boyfriend's store downtown Orlando, and she gave me a fucking tatoo! It was awesome but i can't remember what it was really.

That's gotta be one of my most craziest dreams but i liked it.


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By Jeni

Okays I had this dream on time longs time ago. I went in search of hole tix, and wound up waiting fer a autograph then I asked If I could hang with the band and they were all yeah hey cool your spiffy.............so then all of a sudden we were ast my house that had turned into a boat.........and courtney decided I needed to go change and all this stufff happened with others........................and then me and the band were friends forever..........well till i woke up!!!!!!!


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By Corri

Well, Courtney and i were backstage at the MTV VMA's or something like that and courtney was flipping out because no one was getting her what she asked for (I have no clue what it was). Well, I had one a Wanna Be A Celebrity? type of contest and I got to be her tag-along all day or something, and so I was backstage with her, and she was like Hey sweetie! And I was like hey. And then she forgot about me and started yelling about something, and then she was called out there because she won and she grabbed me and dragged me out there and introduced me to the whole world. Then she was talking to her assistant, and he pointed to me and said what's with her? And Courtney was like leave her alone, she's my new best friend! And then Courtney gave me all of her purty clothes, and offered to play for me like aat parties or whatever anytime I wanted.

Even though I can't really remember all of it it was the most kick ass dream I had.


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By -craine-

Ok, in the dream courtney is working in my office (I work @ the post office) and I go up to her and start asking her hey you know why are you working here. She is dressed in a blue and white kind of dress like alice in wonderland. Also, lol she has brown hair and the most beautiful blue eyes. She also appears to be pregnant. She answers that she is working @ p o cause "have u seen the price of trombones lately".
Well that's bout it for the rest of the dream she just kind of ignores me and talks w/ her friends.


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By LynZee

I had this dream about a moth ago, I was looking out my bedroom window, for something and this truck pulls up, and its Courtney. She walks into my house and tells me to come outside. When I did, she told me to get into the truck because we were going to the beach.
When we got there, the band was there, but there was this other girl who wasn’t Patty who was sitting on drums. Anyways, they were filming the Malibu Video on the beach and they were doing it live for some reason. So the next thing I know is I’m swimming in this pale pink see through dress and Courtney’s in a pale blue one.
After the video, we went on a plane and we went to her house. When we got there she introduced me to Frances and told me that I was her new nanny. I really thought it. So I was sitting there asking Frances questions and teaching her French. Then I was like, "I’m gonna go see what Courtney’s doing". So I did, but Frances told me not to go down there, cause her mommy would get mad. When I got down the band was singing Malibu and so I joined in the singing and when the song was done, Courtney slapped me and the next thing I knew I was on the plane back home, crying my eyes out.


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By Therese

Well, I had my first Hole dream (that I can recall) the other night. It's pretty pointless, but since it's my site, I'll post whatever I goddamn please.

Me and three of my friends (including my best friend) were at a store, and we stopped to look at something. Then we all moved on, except my best friend who stayed behind to take a quick closer look.
Me and the other two went down the escalator, and when we were halfway down, I turned around to see if my best friend was coming. She was, but she wasn't herself anymore, she was Courtney, and she was shouting and pushing people aside, all happy and smiling.
Then my alarm clock woke me up, so that's it.


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By Ruth

I did actually have a Hole-related dream a few nights ago (probably because I have a weird fever) but in it Melissa and Eric were standing outside this theatre with signs. I looked down and I had a ticket to 'Kurt and Courtney' and I was like 'oh shit! I'm not really going to this'. Because I've never seen it but I heard it's by this stupid English guy who doesn't know crap and it's just to make money. Kind of like Tim Curry in 'Natural Born Killers'. Getting off topic. But so I threw my ticket down and went over and talked to them and they were really nice. They gave me a sign and we picketed and then we went down to the beach. From a distance I saw Courtney and Patty walking hand in hand down the beach. Eric said 'What's up with them?' and Melissa said 'I think they made up'. And then it ended. Now you probably think I'm on crack. ^_^;;


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By Christina

I had a dream I was at a Hole concert and I was pushed from the very back to the very front row by everyone and when I was in the very front row [ :) ] Courtney was singing "Violet" and I was having a blast. Then they started another song that I had never heard and she reached down and grabbed my hand and said "What do you have to say for yourself, Sugarbabydoll?" I was in such amazment that I just said "Your my idol." She then pulled me up onto the stage and told me to go back stage. I did....and after that song was over she came back and we smoked cigarettes together. Then she gave me that dress that she wore in the Miss World video, and I was soo happy!! Then she asked if I played guitar and I told her yeah. I then toured with Hole, replacing poor Eric. :)


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By Monica

i had a dream the strangest... we were all living together, like all of us from NCRRC, and then we went in a bus to uhh some town and got off the bus and then we saw Courtney Love she was staring at us because we were all dressed like in Nirvana shirts and stuff even the kids uhh and she came to talk to us we all had children and i was explaining to Courtney that i have a son called Kurt all the kids have names like that and my sister and her gf had a daughter and her name was Violet and i told Courtney that "my sister gave birth to Violet but none of us really know who the father is" and Courtney was like ohhh...

(and this was dreamt a couple of weeks later)
It just so happens that courtney knew who the "father" was. and it was me. while courtney was talking to my sisters gf she invited me INTO HER HEAD (?) uhh and she spoke to me from the inside of her head...

she told me she knew i was the father of little violet and laughed at me. i asked her what she was going to do about it and she said "watch me"

she took an ironing board from behind her and well it was razor sharp and she sliced my sisters gf into little pieces. go courtney...


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By ?

I had this dream that my sister and I were at a hole concert. Before the show even started a saaw Courtney running franticly around the colliseum trying to find a babysitter because her nanny had quit. I'm like hel yeah so I ran up to her and told her I would. So she drove me (even though she doesnt drive) to her house, a little blue one on the corner, and took me through the back. Frances looked about 2 or 3 and was sooooo cute. Courney showed me around the house and then left to the concert. When she cameback she is like do you want money or my venus guitar and kurt's jag-stang? I'm like DAMN WOMAN I'LL TAKE THE GUITARS.


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By Jess

I had a dream about Courtney and Frances, but it happened about a week ago, so I can't remember all of it. But I do remember that Courtney wanted me to be Frances's (?) nanny, and when I went to go to sleep in a bed beneath Courtney's she said, "No, that's Frances's (again, ?) bed." She seemed really preoccupied in the dream. That's about it.

one more big part of the dream;
frances didn't look 5... she was really tall and big, a big kid... it was weird....


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By Klaire

i went to see them with my boyfriend rick. anyway, we get to the very front, and its weird cos i'm having a complete mental fit...and then courtney does an acoustic version of one of MY songs (which rocked!) and she's like half a metre away from me, staring straight at me, while i go all gooey, and can't stop grinning at her. anyway, after the gig, we try to get backstage. we can't. :( anyway, we go back to the actual arena, and there's courtney and melissa on stage. mellisa disappears, but courtney carries on talking to some guy. i see her, and run over to her...and then i'm RIGHT NEXT TO HER and i say "i just wanted to say yr my biggest idol EVER!!" and she's like "oh right" and carries on talking to this guy, OUT RIGHT IGNORING ME...so i'm like "no, seriously,..yr the whole reason i play guitar!!!" and she looks straight at me and says "i really haven't got time for this" and walks away...i was gutted. then she gets the attack of the guilts or something, cos she turns around, and is like "well...bye" and waves at me. i wave back...bt just stand there...really upset. then i just walk out and start crying. it was pretty awful...but nice at the same time.


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By Kristen

well my dreams starts when i'm at a hole concert and me and a bunch of friends are backstage (i don't know how we got there) anyway courtny keeps coming backstage for costums and keeps rumaging through these garbage bags full of clothes trying to find a new costum when this guy calls her a scrub for going thourgh the bags she comes over and is like" fuck you you say anything eles and i'll kick your ass" so i go up to her and i'm like that "guy is such an ass" shes like" yeah i know" i say i'm yr biggest fan yr my insperation yada yada yada so courtny invites me on stage to sing and play guitar during holes set i'm like so excited so of course i say yes and i go on stage and theres like 10 people out there and i say were is every one courtny just says wacth and starts playing celebrity skin as soon as she jets done with those first 3 cords at the begining the whole place is full there are 1,000s of people people can bearly fit in the mosh pit its so crowded any way i ! join in and some how i get this really cool guitar and any way i'm like "oh make make me over" having the time of my life and we played just about every hole song and the cocerts over courtny eric mellisa and sam come over and there like " u rocked we want you to be in our band we need another guitar player and we want you" so of course i say yes and courtny and me are like best friends and i move in with mellisa and i have the time of my life wich was really short cuse my alarm went off right when we were in the studio finishing the new album but it was great while it lasted.


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By Gina

My dreams are seriously twisted. My dream was a kurt/courtney dream I dreamnt I was walking home from school and it started to rain. I ran inside this cement building that was under construction. Once inside I saw Courtney in the corner with a German Shepard on a leash. In the corner,on a chair was Kurt - Chewing a towel!!!?!
Courtney said hello and I asked her why Kurt was chewing a towel. I swear I forgot what she said...but I do remember that when I told it to my friends the next morning they were in stiches. Damn! I wish I could remember what she said. Anyway, Courtney asked me if I wanted to walk the dog with her and she said yes. My boyfriend also had a dream involving Courtney, but she was only in it for a few seconds. My boyfriend was talking to Kurt and Courtney passed by and said hello.
(Yes, we're a bunch of wackos, are we not.)


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By Shorty

I was at this bar where they had bands play and someone which i don't know who told me but they told me that Hole was going to be playing there. so i went, they had all these little chairs so i sat as close as i could which was right up front. when the show started all the members of Hole came out, courtney was dressed really nice in a babyblue dress. they started out playing celebrity skin and then another song after that which i don't remember, but after it was over courtney yelled, "take a fucking smoke break, i am!" so me and my friend went outside to smoke i don't know why we didn't smoke inside but courtney came outand started talking to us. it was great she asked us how we liked the show so far, and we just told her that it was great and how well she was playing. but for some reason she didn't think so, she started whinning saying "well, i don't think it is going well at all do u guys want to go to a party?" my friend just looked at me in shock so we agreed to go, we jumped in this hippie type van and left without telling the other members from hole. well we went to this party, but when we got out kurt was sitting on the side of the road. courtney interduced us to kurt and then kurt turned around to courtney and said, "it's about time u got here, i thought u were never going to show." well when we where going inside i woke up....... The End!


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By Isabelle

This is my dream... Hole were playing near Montreal so I wanted to go to the show but 2 of my friends and me didn't have tickets. I began searching for Courtney around the place and I found a door with a star on it. I knocked on the door and Courtney came and told me to enter (!!!!!). She was dressing for the show, putting on make-up and barettes. She looked at me and said: " How do you find my make-up? Should I put on this barette or the other one?" I helped her to fix her hair. She asked " Where are my fucking shoes? You know, the ones very original.." I began searching the place for her shoes ( it looked like an apartment, in disorder!). There was stuff everywhere: guitars, dolls, shoes, clothes, magazines.... I asked " Are you talking about the ones you wore at the Billboard? " " yeah, search for them please....." She was very nervous and running everywhere. I went in the lounge and I saw Frances sleeping on the floor ( I guess she was watching tv and fell asleep). She was so cute! I said to Courtney " Courtney, I would like to go to the show tonight but I haven't got tickets...." She took her phone and talked to her manager I guess " I want 3 fucking tickets right now, VIP ones" While she was talking on the phone, I went in the lounge and took 2 sheets of paper and came back in " the kitchen". I wanted to write my e-mail address but couldn't write, I was always making mistakes in it. I wanted Courtney to write me e-mails after this night and also wanted to get autographs. I asked her " How will they know who we are if we don't have the tickets in our hands?" She didn't answer. Frances woke up and came in the kitchen...Courtney gave her 2 slices of pizza and said " Mommy will come back soon..she is playing tonight...see you soon my baby, I love u." I don't remember the end but I think Courtney played and because we still didn't have the f****** tickets, I couldn't go to the show.... Anyway, in my dream, Courtney was very friendly with me, as if I was an old friend.... She was beautiful as usual, with her make-up and her dress ( Remember the Billboard)......The feeling I had when I saw her open the door and ask me to enter!!!!!! It was great! Frances was very cute but didn't say a word. That's all!
I forgot to mention that Courtney talked to me in French in my dream, so it was even more cool!


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By Majesta

I have had A LOT of dreams about Hole..not just Courtney. So here we go.

It was raining outside, so I walked into this little old school. But inside the school was Courtney's house. It was so weird. Kids and adults were hanging out drinking herbal tea and Eric was sitting on this beige couch playing guitar. He sounded excellent. I sat down on the coach next to him and I started crying because I had just realized who he was. So then we began talking and I asked him if Hole would put on a little show. They did. Everyone gathered around the coach except me. I got to sit next to Courtney and Melissa while they sang. Eric was on the left corner of the coach. Well, I am very emotional, but in this dream I was ultra emotional. I was crying and crying. I was just looking at Courtney and Melissa and they gave me a hug. AHH!! So Courtney asked me to stay over cause I lived far away and it was still raining outside. I was happy. So I took a shower and we made iced tea and we sat on her coach the whole night and we just talked.

--another dream--

I was at a Hole concert. I was just floating in the air and Eric let me on stage. I sat next to him the entire show. At the end, he took me backstage and he and the rest of the band gave me tons of autographs and I got pics with em. ((kinda corny, but it was a dream!))

--another dream--

I was in line at a store waiting for Hole tickets to go on sale. When the gates opened, I rushed to the information counter to buy my ticket. I was the first one there. The old lady behind the counter told me that the tickets were sold out. I went off. I trashed the store and called the old lady a variety of names. Well, I went to the store again the next day. I was wearing all black and red lipstick. (if you knew me, you would know that I hate wearing all black and I despise red lipstick) So I went to the information counter again and behind the counter was Melissa. She said "Hi Majesta! Want a ticket?" I was like "Oh yes Melissa. I would love to have one." She sold me a ticket..FOR FREE!!

--yet another dream!--

My dad is in the Marine Corps and I used to live in Okinawa, Japan. (you need to know this for the dream.)

I was sick the day of the Hole concert. Deadly sick. But I still wanted to go to the concert cause I wouldn't miss it for anything in the world. So I went to the concert. But I went to the concert in my dreams. Weird! **but I never physcially went**
So the next day I woke up thinking that I had gone to the concert. But I wasn't even in my house. I was at my old school in Japan. I had a cell phone and I was talking to my Grandma. I got another call. I pushed flash and on the other line was Courtney!! She told me that Hole was going to come and visit me. (I sound like an obsessed fan, don't I?? hehehe) We talked for hours and hours and then my phone went dead and I never was able to give her my address or phone number. Sucks huh??


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